writings on the wall
I promise myself that if one day, Ill ever find a
guy I really like, Ill wait for the right time to have
sex with him. If hes willing to wait until I am ready,
then hes the one for me!
I'll always remember what my ex said to me for the
rest of my life. he said that we were moving so fast and
that everything was a blur to him. Every time I hear Hati
Ini Telah Dilukai I will think of him.
I just got my new cell phone today which cost me
about $449 & I havent even told my mom about it yet. I
really cant imagine what her reaction will be like. I was
thinking maybe when I get a job, Ill only tell her about
it. I know that I am not being very honest her but I just
cant help myself!
The first person I messaged to was him, mainly
because I really dont know other peoples number by heart
except him. I think I cant deny the fact that i still
miss him. Its a good thing now that I am here because
its like I dont think of him that much because I get
caught up with the orientation stuff. I just hope that by
the time classes start, which is next week, Ill be too
busy to even have any time to think about him.
I know that its hard to forget someone & believe
me, I am trying my best but I think it takes time or maybe
another new guy in my life. I really dont wanna think
about this kinda stuff right now. My studies is the most
important thing at the moment & of course, getting a good
part-time job so that I can buy more clothes.
Talking about clothes, I just went to the city
with Irene & my roomie, I bought a red handbag that cost
me around $25. real cheap! Its great to know that there
are still stuff out there that is nice but doesnt cost
you an arm or a leg!