Janie

tee hee hee

i know i know i haven't writen in a while..but i have good
reasons. i have been going out every night and
stuff..yeah..stuff..
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well i have seen Queen of the Damned 3 times so far. and i'm
gonna keep going. i only wish i could find the words to
explain what this movie does to me...instead i am going to
give the lyrics to a song...they may not be completely
right..but it's just what i have!
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"wanting
waiting
alone without a care
i'm hopeing/ i'm hating
things that i can't bare
did you think it's cool to walk right up
to take my life and fuck it up
well did you
well did you

i see hell in your eyes
taken in by surprise
touching you makes me feel alive
touching you makes me die inside

wanting
waiting
alone without a care
i'm hopeing
i'm hating
things that i can't bare
did you think it's cool to walk right up
to take my life and fuck it up
well did you

i...
hate...
you...

i see hell in your eyes
taken in by surprise
touching you makes me feel alive
touching you makes me die inside

i spent so long without you
it's tearing me apart too
how'd it get this far
playing games with this old heart
i've killed a million passing souls
but i couldn't kill you
i've spent so long without you

i see hell in your eyes
(touching you makes me die inside)
taken in by surprise
( touching you makes me die inside)
touching you makes me feel alive
(touching you makes me die inside)
touching you makes me die inside

(repeat)

"spent so long" - lestat in queen of the damned ( sung by
jonathan davis of korn)

that's all for today..until tomorrow * big kiss*
-janie