Midnight Rider'z 02 krazy

fate
2002-02-27 11:29:04 (UTC)

change....

yea i'm writing two...this is bout me....wut is up with me
and wut i'm feeling...

i feel in this world u can have an opion..just no matter
wut it is or how u explain it...it's not gonna get u
anywhere...cause u still got the high power
goverment...something's will never change...but there r
something's we can...i've thought bout my life and wut i
can change...i've quit the drug dealing..i've quit the drug
use..lot's of me is improving for me and my gf! i love her
enought to stop and fucking look how much i suck..for all
my change's that make good r for her and me...i've got
determination to get a job..get my car back and go to
skool..i'd love to be homeskooled for a semester or get
back to gi...i dunno..i'm a thug that used to not give a
fuck....then realization came in to my life...i took a look
at my life and realized that there was nothing to live
for...i really hate to think it..but i really should of
died...i tried to kill myself..i knwo it's cruel to leave a
girl that love's me enough to stand by me..come on..it's me
wut am i good for..but it all changed...i'm an educated
kid...i got money on my mind...along with car'z and my
girl..i talked to an old friend...and i
realized.alot...like i said i got to do wut i need to...to
survive in this world....i know wut i want in my
future...this is it..i want to be with katie..i want to get
married and have a kid..when i graduate high skool and auto
collage..and when i have a steady job with a good
income..like a car manufacture....i would want a nice house
in the suburb'z with 2 nice car'z in the drive way..with a
sport's car in the garage...for all this i need to make it
through now....not fuck around now and work lata....i have
to work now...i need a really strong motivation....i dunno
yet...i'm trying but i don't feel it's good enough...time
will tell....i love u katie....ur my motivation..if i can't
stay right then i dont' deserve u...and i know that's gonna
keep me strait i love u babe!

song-DMX I miss u grandma

mood-realizing

thought-i love katie!




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