The Eye of the Storm
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Ok, AS SOON AS I ADMIT TO MYSELF I CANT BE WITH SOMEONE,
THEY TRIP ME UP AND I LIKE THEM AGAIN!!!
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! SOO FRIGGIN ANNOYING. I LOVE CHRIS TO
DEATH BUT I CANT SEE MYSELF WITH HIM THAT WAY, WELL, YA I
CAN BUT IT DOESNT LOOK LIKE IT WILL HAPPEN. DEAR GOD ITS
PISSING ME OFF. MY BIRTHDAY IS NEXT WEEK BUT HE CANT TAKE A
HINT. I WANT TO GO OUT WITH HIM. THERE! I SAID IT! *sigh* i
cant deal with this. i feel like dying when im not around
him.. im depressed, i talked to him for like an hour
tonight. *random depressive swearing* *sigh* i dont know
what to do anymore.. its like all we are are reeeaaalllyy
close friends. then i hear that he has had a crush thing on
like 2 of my friends and its KILLING ME. i need to go and
release some anger. i will be back later... maybe.