psykobich

love and life

sometimes we do things we just dont understand. to love
enough and just lose it all. what is there to understand
when it comes down to him.

i have been dating a guy name demetrio. i dont know if i
wrote about him in the last entry but i havent wrote much
lately. he is a handful. i stress alot about him but i
adore him so much. he makes me laugh when i am down but we
argue so much i dont understand what this relatiosnhip
would be based on. the bickering and the yelling seems to
be redundant and it feels like it will never stop.

i think i stress because he has recently lost his job and
he dont seem to want to find another and i dont want to
stay w. no guy who does not want to have a job. i would
understand if he was going to school but he isnt. he isnt
doing anything now not even his laundry. i dont know what
to think about it all. i feel like giving up and moving on
without him because i try so hard to motivate him in doing
things but as it seem, he does not want to help himself.