wanabee

my yown
2002-02-26 13:33:03 (UTC)

am i not pretty enough

i cant wait to be self sufficiant. its not that i dont love my
parents actually its the other way round- i love them so
much i dont want them to lose anything to me. im so
fucking sick of little digs made to me about whether or
not im a good friend or not. honestly im so close to
telling her to fuck off if im such a bad friend. and ive
been like looking back and shes never fucking
supportive the little bitch. sometimes i dont understand
it. why are you unhappy if everythings good. i love life at
the moment1` everythings so good.im doing well at
school well except for that science test but i didnt study
or anything. re was so cool today what a dick we have
for a teacher. if moving to another planet is like just
moving next door to god then could the majority of the
bible stories have happened in other worlds and the
prophets who were told them by soke divine power just
adapted them to fit earth. come on prove to me that
sometime somewhere it rained for 40 days. ive come
up with a new sadistic way to get pleasure outof myself
by making my foot muscles cramp. it hurts so much
that im almost in tears then it straightens out and i feel
so amazing. even better then orgasm but not as good
as blind panic. everything is fantastic i love everyone. go
life and the earth and whatever is helping us along the
way. the truman show freeaked me out and for ages
after it i wouldnt get dressed in any other way then the
way you get dressed when you are changing for sport at
school- ya know you never let anything get exposed.
silverchair are so great i cant wait till they release there
new album

i love you all
me




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