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Diary of a somewhat madman
2002-02-26 05:20:32 (UTC)

ramblings of a madman

Today... That is an awful word. I like to use tommorow
better because it represents a new start but since i must
use today I will.
Today I had a thinking day. By using thinking day i mean
that the events today made me think. Today I really found
out that a girl I like really likes my good friend. Now
normally that wouldnt bother me much and I would just go to
another girl, but today i relized I spent about 1 month
trying to be friends with her and inviting her to my
drunken dumb ass parties and it wasnt worth it. That is 1
month I could have spent with another girl that didwant to
be with me. What a fuckin waste. Now dont get me wrong i
still like her and will still talk to her but wastin all
that time really blows. I have more productive things to
do than waste my fuckin time bull shitting with her trying
to get with her. But to be honest I have nothin better to
do than be with her. The thing that really pisses me off
is that she is such a tease. But hey that is the story of
my life. I think it has to do with freshman girls. They
dont know what they want. Or they do know but are scarred
at what may happen if they do what they want. I will
continue this later I have something to do.

JS 2002




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