silverfairywings

Tired

I'm very tired. Today it was so hot outside that I could
barely breathe and I had to run a mile in gym, run bases in
practice, and stay in the outfeild. But, I did go to
Carlies and swam.
Tommorow we have another game. I have a feeling we're
going to win this one. We have to wear those retchid
uniforms to school tommorow. I don't want to because they
make me look rounder than I am. Oh well, what can I do?
I am so nervous about the regents. Thinking of that alone
makes me tired enough to drop.
I saw Jeremy today. He actually spoke to me! I might see
him very soon, because Whitney offered to have him over
when I went to her house. I have to admit, I don't really
remember him anymore. I don't remember what made me love
him. I am not obsessed, anymore.
I think I love someone else now...Not Jeremy...Not
Steve...but his name is Josh. I never even used to like him
as a friend, but we talk more now. I don't know, maybe it's
just the heat and the fact that I'm really, really, really,
tired. Maybe, I'll see it all differently tommorow...or
maybe not...

~!~Birdy~!~