Manda

The Eternal Star
2002-02-24 05:51:21 (UTC)

once again

Sometimes I feel like he's so completely oblivious to how i
feel, or things I say...like...I dunno...I kinda feel taken
for granted right now. All I really want is to see him like
he sees his other friends...but this was always the
problem, wasn't it? I always did want to see him like his
other friends. But I've just never been grouped with them,
I never will. I dunno...he's even said that he tells me me
more than he tells anyone else...and I certainly believe
it...but lately I've been feeling like I'm the friend when
no one else is around...or I'm the crutch, but when he
doesn't need someone to lean on, he can just put me back on
the shelf until he needs me again. I gotta get out of
this....I gotta back away...I can't do this....I can't keep
pulling myself in, and putting me back here.




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