Ami

The rants of a bish
2002-02-24 00:03:37 (UTC)

Ranting

Almost midnight now, still not doing much.

Red came online earlier, we talked for awhile..although she
couldnt get her webcam to work *grumbles* Im hoping somehow
she'll come online later tonight or tomorrow and get it to
work or summat *shrugs* i dunno. Pretty boring now really,
im talking to Lee-kun and searching for decent weiss and
gundam fics, i was on a total Schu&Farfie kick earlier
screaming in german and stuff O_o..I think i scared Baka
and Red with my "Squeaky knife" *smirks* heehee! that was
amusing. *sways to the love songs on her radio*..I still
miss them..I still miss her, its getting easier now..I've
been home about two weeks now...so the pain isnt as
intense, although it is still there, numbing the edges. As
for Red..well what do i say, i still feel exactly the same
as i used to about 3 months ago..nothing has changed..i
doubt it will, for a long time. Im getting used to not
throwing myself at her now though, i know it makes her
uncomfortable..well atleast i think it does. She knows how
i feel about her, for me thats enough...i guess. Not sure
if i am moving to the states after all this, Mom and James
arent getting along too well..if i do move it might not be
untill the autumn which means i might be able to visit the
guys in the summer, even though if i do move i was going to
anyway..it just makes me feel better knowing that im not
TOO far away ^_^
Didn't do much today, slept and went online..and thats
about it, i have college in awhile though so that should be
cool! i get to take courses in language!! *dances*

Well i've had enough of ranting right now, so i'll probably
type later or tomorrow of anything happens

Jaa!

Mood: Alright
Thoughts: I wonder what Red's doin




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