Fishnet Goddess

Rainbows, Ice-a-ma-cream, and Lemonade
2002-02-23 22:15:20 (UTC)

It's Finally The Weekend!!

I'm so glad the workweek is over. I was about to
crack. In fact, I did sort of crack last night. Daniel came
over, and he was stoned (it was a random act of kindness
from some bum), and I was so jealous and so tired of being
sober that I just went upstairs for two and a half hours
and laid on the bed and blasted my Happy2BHardcore CD.
Really loud. I just wanted weed or alcohol so I could
forget about life wasting so much valuble time. I've just
been a little depressed lately about the way we're forced
to live our lives. It's so sad. We have to give the good
half of every day away to work so we can afford to live,
which only makes life go by faster. It's terrible. A week
seems do much shorter than it used to. Amazingly shorter.
Like the way 3 days felt just a year ago. And if it's like
this now, I can't imagine how fast it'll go 5 years from
now, 10 years from now, 50 years from now. It's just really
depressing.
Ryan and I are going to go roller skate now, and later
tonight we're going to see some guy that sings musical
theater at the bookstore. Tomorrow should be fun. We're
going to see 2 movies at the spectrum with Laura and
Daniel, then take them out to Outback Steakhouse. Yummy.
Okay, that's all, bye for now!