so i just got done cleaning upstairs.
and shannons in trouble.
anyway yeah so im finally done.
emilys on her little butch dyke way over here.
and im attempting to rest a little..
i cleaned so much. and for so long.
and i dont do that kind of thing.
so...its good that i did.
i havent had a cigarette in like over 4 or 5 hours.
im gonig to see if she wants to go out to dinner tonight.
i deserve it =)
and she does too.
just for being herself.
fighting is stupid and i dont even have the fucking
strength or will power for it anymore.
so im just not going to do it.
good plan. i do believe.
where is she.
i dont know when she called.
oh oho oh!!!!
idea idea idea!!!!!