O_o HuH?
2002-02-22 15:35:43 (UTC)

I feel lost

Why do depriving thoughts fill the mind of a yearning
heart? That's what I'm trying to figure out. For weeks, I
anticipated it, for hours upon hours, I thought nonstop
about it...and once finally given the opportunity, it
never happened. Why? It doesn't seem right...It doesn't
seem fair. But it's my fault. *sigh* Someone once
said: "It takes three seconds to say 'I love you', it
takes three minutes to explain it, but it takes an entire
lifetime to prove it." If so, why? Why can't I fully
explain myself, let alone begin to prove? I don't feel
myself today, I don't feel right. I feel like shit. I have
nothing else to say...