Gary

black eyed angels swam with me
2002-02-22 08:44:27 (UTC)

i think i'm falling in love...

or is it called crushing on a girl? i'm 19 and i'm already
falling behind on the terminology... i'm screwed.

its this girl named allison. we've gone to the same church
ever since i moved to this desolate place. she's a
different girl, kind of quiet. kinda reminds me of my
sister, in a way. not in a sick way mind you, but she is
familiar somehow. i've never, uhh, noticed her much before
now, but then again she is still a junior in high school.
just coming in to womanhood. i think i want to get to know
her better.

britney brought her over to play pool with us. i tried to
talk to her, but i choked. its been a long time since i
choked in front of a girl. it must be for real this time.
i hope shes corrupt. or at least open minded. i'm tired
of all these close minded girls here.

this got me thinking about becky again. i heard she had a
baby... well, guess theres no going back now. shes gone
forever. i sill have that picture. i think its starting
to disintegrate. i should have it preserved. and
restored. its starting to fade.

back to the real world...

i got a sunburn ice fishing yesterday. not too badly, and i
took my hat off for a while so i didn't have a line.
caught some pretty big ones. 7 total. cooked em up and
ate them for dinner. they were pretty good.

me and AJ were laughing our asses off at craig killborne at
jakes. but jake and richard didn't think it was too
funny. you need a healthy sense of humor for that show.
but killborne is funny as hell. oh well. i better fix
that tv in my room so i can get CBS.

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Finally i found the song that fits my mood!!!

Beck - Girl Dreams

Go download it! Beck Rules!

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All i really want to say,
Is you're the reason i want to stay.
-Ben Folds

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Goodnight everyone. tomorrow i think i'll try and see if i
can hook up on a date with her.




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