i hate myself...
MiKeY is still gone and he didn't even call...why should I
I did something very stupid today...That's why I hate
alcohol...I hate myself
ALL I THINK ABOUT IS MIKE...IT'S KILLING ME THAT I CAN'T
GET A HOLD OF HIM OR ANYTHING...If God allows it...he
should be home on Friday...I hope he is having a good time
without me. I still love him with all of my heart.
shit I got myself all depressed...fuck