reznor

i hate myself...

MiKeY is still gone and he didn't even call...why should I
even care?...

I did something very stupid today...That's why I hate
alcohol...I hate myself

ALL I THINK ABOUT IS MIKE...IT'S KILLING ME THAT I CAN'T
GET A HOLD OF HIM OR ANYTHING...If God allows it...he
should be home on Friday...I hope he is having a good time
without me. I still love him with all of my heart.

shit I got myself all depressed...fuck

=Grace=