Sara

Whats in my Head
2002-02-20 04:00:37 (UTC)

whats wrong with me!

i wish i knew what was wrong with me..i have fucking insane
mood swings...im usually really happy then boy do i
crash... i really dont like talking about whats wrong with
me to my friends, so thats why i decided to write it
here...i feel bad cuz when i am all pissed off at the
world...i kinda guess you could say im not as nice to my
friends as i should be...but they cant blame me? its not my
fault i cant help them with all of there problems when i
have some of my own is it? and like im sorry that it makes
me sick when *no names* but they are saying how the one guy
they love doesnt like them back, but then they decide to
talk about the 50 guys who do like them...and i must say
there is nothing wrong with the guys who like her...if she
is gonna be so fucking picky she has no right to complain
about how she has no one to love her and how she is gonna
be alone forever...i mean once in a while i can understand
not liking some guy that likes her even if he is perfect
and i'd give my life for a chance with him...But Nopeee
every single time same thing...dont you fucking hate
that?..while we are on the subject...what is my problem?
how come i can attract the guys...but once i get them
here...they never stay? and then people are saying that im
fucking beautiful and shit...and im sorry its kind of
fucking obvious im not and there must be something wrong
with me...id give anything to just have a boyfriend that
stuck with me for more then a few months like whats my
record? 3 months maybe...not even...i dont know i probably
sound like a bitch or shallow or i dont know, something
along those lines...but whatever i thought you were
supossed to write what you were feeling in these
things...and thats exactly what im feeling...later maybe
ill write more soon.




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