rabidkittie

scars and burns
2002-02-19 22:47:37 (UTC)

life today

I really dont know what the hell is going on. My life for
once is how i want it to be. What the hell! I know
sometimes i am misunderstood and ignored but could it
really be my time in the lyme light. What will i do when
it fades. HEll I dont even know where i will be in 2
years. To tell you the truth i will probably dead. I Am
not afraid of death. I welcome it with open arms. It is a
part of life and life can and will go on. But yeah i still
have my duties as a friend to be there for them and i want
to stick around untill i know that they are going to be
alright no matter the situation. they are strong but
sometimes needs a little push here and there and that is
what i do. I give them their push. I dont really have
anyone like that but in a weird way i help myself by
helping others. BUT that is just me. I dont want to go
away to college but my parents are pushing me to go. HEll
i would be happy not to even go to college. That was my
plain in the first place untill my parents are forcing me
to fill out applications and send them away. I just want
to be left the fuck alone. It is my future not theirs i
can do anything i want. OH WELL life goes on.




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