Visions Of Life
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2002-02-19 14:08:42 (UTC)

Never Underestimate The Garden Snake.. Might Be Poisonous..


"In the quick, when it counts, you must have no doubt. Spit
it out, pluck it from your heart, tear it lose from your
mind, throw it away, be rid of it. We weren't born into
this universe to doubt. We were born to hope, to love, to
live, to learn, to know joy, to have faith that our lives
have meaning..."-Dean Koontz, One Door Away From Heaven


My grandma gave me an old wedding photograph of my mother
and father. My mom is so beautiful. I wish the picture
wasnt ruined by my father's presence. I know thats a harsh
thing to say but I do not like him. The only good thing
that came from their marriage was me, but because of my
existance, she still has to deal with him. Tragic.

My educational situation is sorted out, at least in my
mind. As long as my loan covers it, I will be going to
massage therapy school but also taking computer classes and
perhaps one or two extra classes(english, french, history,
government and math are all calling my name. Yes. I am sick
in the head but if being sick leads to me being more
knowledable, then cancel the antibiotics, baby)

"If your heart is closed, then you will find behind the
door nothing to light your way. But if your heart is open,
you will find behind the door people like you, searching,
and you will find the right door together with them. None
of us can ever save himself; We are instruments of one
another's salvation, and only by the hope that we give to
others do we lift ourselves out of the darkness and into
the light."-Dean Koontz, One Door Away From Heaven

You know what annoys me? That people automatically think I
am an idiot just because I am young(my residents and
boyfriend are excluded from this generalization) They
should be more embarassed that someone so much younger then
them can run circles around them AND do their job better.
Youth does not equal stupidity. Some of the biggest idiots
I have ever met have been over 30..

The other thing that annoys me is most people will not do
the right thing. They see that something bad and illegal is
happening but they turn a blind eye. I mean, who would want
to stand up for what is right? Rah! At least I stand up and
do the right thing instead of hiding in a dirty corner.
Fuck all of those spineless bastards. At least I can go to
sleep with a smile on my face knowing i did the right

Work is annoying. Life is great. I am happy and so in love.