18 Feb 2002 Monday
It's been a productive weekend. I went home, had pics eveloped,
did some thinking and some family bonding.
I think I figured out what I need to do (in every sense
of "do"). I'm in the wrong major. I'm in the wrong mindset. I've got
stuff socially that I need to handle. My mom said something this
weekend that made me think. I was gushing about my favorite couple
and she said that it reminded her of her and my father in college. I
thought that was cute; then she kept talking and I figured out that
she wasn't talking about what I thought she was talking about. She
and my father didn't date at first. They had other people. I'm not
sure how I feel about the comparison. Especially at her
suggestions...I won't go into them. I decided not to go into the
whole mess about J and stuff...I think I just need some
maintainence. ESPECIALLY emotional, but with other stuff too. But I
suppose everything will come in time.