LisaCanada

My thoughts
2002-02-17 01:59:55 (UTC)

the week from hell

Well it's been a week from hell and most of it is
because of my stupid father. What an asshole he is, but
then again what man on this earth isn't an ass? I have
respect for only one man and he is my grandfather but he
died in 1998 from cancer (god I miss him) as well as my
grandmother who died in 1999 from cancer also (someone else
I happen to miss as well). This last week has been an
interesting one, definately one to be forgotten except for
being able to visit with my mom and sister.
My cousin died on wednesday and we still don't know
what is was that took his life. It could have been his
diabetes, blood poisioning or double pneumonia but we won't
know until the results of the autopsy come in (my aunt
asked for one to be done the day of his death). The funeral
is on monday and I will either go with them or I will stay
home and babysit my sister (she doesn't do well at funerals
since my grandparents passed away).
Anyways, my dad was nice enough to be a pallbearer
at the funeral along with a few other relatives since a
couple of guys who were supposed to do it for my aunt
cancelled on her and she only had one. So now she has a
total of six pallbearers now including her other son, my
dad, two of my cousins, and two of my uncles.
I have spent the last week at my parents place
trying to help my mom around the apartment and my dad, as
usual, did nothing but sit on his ass and either chat on
the computer or on the phone. My poor mom is in pain alot
and even though the doctor doesn't know yet what is wrong
with her, he doesn't help her worth shit around the
apartment and the buulding (he and my mom are caretakers).
I live on my own and can't stand him when I visit cause all
he does is to make sarcastic snooty comments and will do
anything for his friends but not his family.
I've been so used to sleeping any time I wanted to
when I was home that when I went over to visit my parents I
didn't sleep that much cause of my dad always bugging my
ass. But on Thursday I stayed up from about 11am until 7am
friday morning and then slept Friday from 8am until 5:30pm
and then again from 6pm until 11:30pm. Well of course my
dad just had to put in his sarcastic digs but I was not
prepared for what he was about to say.
Of course he made a comment about me being "lazy"
which in a sense I was but I was also tired and caught up
on some much needed sleep. The he said something to the
effect of "for all the lying down you did it might as well
have been in a cemetary". Excuse me? who the fuck is he to
make such a rude and disgusting comment like that? Do I
mean that little to him despite the fact that I am his real
daughter? good thing my mom was sleeping because she would
have lit into him so bad.
I have more ranting to do but it will have to be in
another entry because this one is long enough already. This
has been only part of my week from hell but I won't talk
anymore about it, cause I just wanna forget it happened and
move on ..........




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