snowy82

Snowy's Saga
Ad 0:
Want some cocktail tips? Try some drinks recipes over here
2002-02-17 01:52:31 (UTC)

ughhhhhhhhhhhhh

God, it's like everytime Simon and I start talkin
normally again, he pulls the same shit. I don't think I
should talk to him anymore, I don't think that I can handle
it. We can't be friends because I'm in love with him and
obviously he's not in love with me. Like tonight for
example, I'm goin on a double date with my sorority sister,
her boyfriend, and his friend. And when I tell Simon, he
acts like everything's cool and he wants me to have a fun
time. NO DON'T TELL ME THAT. I WANT HIM TO BE MAD UPSET
OR JEALOUS. i hate him when he does this. that's it from
now on, i'm not talkin to him, i can't do it. my mom tells
me that I should, but I can't do it physically or
mentally. It's gotta stop b/c I just keep getting hurt and
I want to be happy. Obviously I don't mean anything to him
and I fucking hate it. I hate the fact that I spent so
much time and heart on him when he doesn't want it. I'm so
tired, I don't know how I'm going to stay up all night with
this guy. hopefully i'll have an awesome time and i wont
think of simon at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'll keep you updated


xoxo
nicole


Ad:0
Want some cocktail tips? Try some drinks recipes over here