Ami

The rants of a bish
2002-02-17 00:50:28 (UTC)

Nights thoughts


Well, its midnight now and im sat here once again listening
to love songs on my radio.

Didn't do much this evening, Nanashi came online around 7-
ish so we talked for awhile, that was nice..it always is.
Then Baka-chan came online so we ended up doing our nightly
RP, although she had a go at playing "Shinji" from
Eva..which i must say she did very well. I of course was
Shindou-san, hell its very rare i'm anything else and
Nanashi was Yuki *grins* and of course she played up to the
character well..what am i sayin?! played?! Nashi IS Yuki-
san no questions asked. Im starving!! I should get up and
make myself something to eat, but i really can't be
bothered to move..I'm sure my stomach can stay empty for
alittle while longer. Ahhh! my radio station is decided to
like me tonight! all it seems to be playing is songs with
kick ass guitar piece's in it..god i love guitars ALMOST as
much as i love anime *starry eyes*
I had a cool dream earlier!! I was on the back of Nanashi's
motorcycle, which she had gotten and we were driving off
under a full moon...man it was so sweet!..then she kissed
me..and i melted, but of course..this was a dream *snaps
fingers* damnit! dreams like that really make me wonder
what it would be like kissing her, im sure it would be
utterly fantastic! Fire, ice and everything like that. Man
im such a helpess romantic, but what harm is there in
wondering ne?. I guess i get depressed sometimes, she
dosen't feel that way about me, and i can't make her. But
i can watch out for her, and be there when she needs me,
she has my soul she wants, it she just has to ask. Part of
me wishes i knew what she felt about me, I've told her all
about myself..I honestly can say she knows me inside out,
she knows all my secrets
everything. I can't say when i fell in love with her and i
can't say why but i know i care for her more than anyone.
*sighs* okay im getting mushy now which is something i
didn't wanna do, because i start missing her and whining
like a 6 year old, which is probably the impression most
people have of me anyway, I'm immature and ditzy and..well
stupid, i wish people would see my serious side more, but
then again i made myself that way, i have no-one to blame
but myself..or perhaps the nickname "Bish" because i live
up to it. I'm the flirt, the one with the biggest mouth.
which yeah i am..i don't deny that, i just wish sometimes i
wasn't.
Not doing much tomorrow, probably sat on my computer again,
Mailing Nanashi, if i get a burst of inspiration i might
write another fanfic but i very much doubt that will
happen. Or i might just stay asleep all tomorrow *laughs* i
really doubt i'll do that aswell. Atleast i have Yuki the
lion to keep my company and when Baka and Nashi come online
i'll speak to them too, so i'll be okay i guess.
Well this is me signing off for the night and wandering
into the darkness, well to my kitchen actually because if i
dont get something to eat im gonna conk out O_o *yawns*
I shall write tomorrow, with the lastest news on my
pathetic life.

Mood: Tired/Hungry/Kinda lonley
Thoughts: Missing my friends, still thinking of Nanashi




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