ultimateEMOgurl

So much for my happy ending...
2002-02-17 00:09:41 (UTC)

Jeff and Cilla

This is for u guys...Jeff i love you. And cilla you know
that you are my best friend. But u know that sumtimes you
make me crazy. You hint to me that you know stuff and then
you wont tell me. And most of the time its about me and my
life and that really bugs. And expecially you saying all
that stuff about jeff and those things and you knew i didnt
want to talk about it. So please if i ask you not to talk
about him then dont...dont even metion his name. And now
for you jeff. You already know that i have been hurt really
bad before and im givin you a chance with our relationship.
I swear to god if you do one thing to screw it up its over.
And i so totally mean it. Im done with all these peoples
crap and im tired of being hurt. So if you love me then you
wont hurt me like i have been hurt before. You know i
really have put my trust in you and i believe you when you
say that you love me. And i really want you to know that i
hope that we can have a future together. But its not gonna
happen if you hurt me. Im so sick and tired with all this
people playin mind games with me. God there are not freakin
words to describe my feelings right now. Im so totally in
love but yet im so totally scared that im gonna get hurt. I
just really feel like cryin because i dont know what else
to do. So well im sorrie if i have hurt you guys by writing
this but i just had to get it out and this is the only way
i can do it. But just dont forget that i love u both and im
not mad at you im just mad at the way things are looking.




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