angryanymore

angryanymore
2002-02-15 01:28:34 (UTC)

valentine crap

... what a wonderful day.

i have 50 note cards on the reclusiveness of emily
dickinson due tomorrow.

... the chocolate amy got me for vday is screaming my
name... *resists*

... mom got erika and me a white rose and a music box...

... ... good news? matt's going to be in a womanless beauty
review... and he's so excited... he wants me to put him in
drag. ... i thought he'd never ever ask! ...but he did...
and he wants to go dress shopping... which is perfect....
because i'm going dress shopping saturday... maybe we'll
find something like... an alfred angelo plus girl thing for
him... *lol* ... too precious.

... jordan let my balloon fly off into the air... the one
amanda got me for valentines day. i was pissed off... and
my emo's were acting up... and i started crying... ...
maybe it was beause... of everything that was getting on my
nerves today. .... maybe it was because for the first time
in 3 years... i felt really alone... *sighs*

things that should comfort me: i have ferrero chocolate
balls, i have flowers, i have a cigarette, matt wants me to
do his makeup, he wants me to go to the pride parade with
him, i'm going to new orleans, i'm about to get my hair
colored, and for one nite... i'll look splendid.

... for fear of people taking things the wrong way... i
have to cut this one short.

i'm sure i'll be better once i get through with these
notecards...

later.

neeley