the_buffster

It's Only After We Have Lost Everything...

Today started out great. I went to a Youth Educator thing
at Stanley early in the morning and Briel and I decided to
not go to 1st period, because Bobby and Linda called us
out. So we went to Starbuck's and leisurly drank our coffee
and talked about classes and prom. Speaking of Bo, last
night, during our weekly BtVS conversation, I came to the
conclusion that we are becoming better friends than we used
to be. Like, I used to not want to talk to her, and not see
her, but because of Youth Educators, we are hanging out
every week and talking on the phone whenever necessary.

I guess that's all in part due to the fact that I'm
changing as a person, especially in my relationship to
boys. Now I try to manipulate the way that boys think of
me, rather than just hope that they think what I want them
to. I'm a "manizer": I love boys, sex, and everything of
the like. I can't get enough. If I got laid 10 times a day,
everyday, that might be enough. I would never be able to
walk, but still...

Anyway, I always have a better day when I have Starbuck's
in the morning. Like today, I show up to dance and I'm in a
great mood.

I'm debating about whether or not to go to the city with
Jessels and Blakely on Friday because I have a Norton to
do, which will take up a lot of my time this weekend. I
should have worked on it before, but... There are a lot of
lazy people in this world and I am their queen.

Peace out!

"I laugh in the face of danger. And then I hide until it
goes away."

-Xander, Buffy the Vampire Slayer