The Humor in Drama
Learn from your past.
I wouldn't have fucked up my speech.
I wouldn't worry about how many people I meet.
I would do all my work before I got it.
I would be unbreakable from this cycle.
(I just need to keep reminding myself that I can learn from
all these things, and I want to.)
I am learning, but I think I'm learning too slowly. So now
what I need to do is focus on the NYC goal.
I really need to have high grades to get into these places.
I really need to do work and be prepared for everything
they can throw at me. This is an easy semester.
I can do it.
I was enthusiastic at first, but I find myself slipping
into the same pit I did every year of high school. I keep
up for a while, then I drop off.
No drop off. We hit the drop off before it got too bad. Now
I have to pass this next threshold and keep working, only
work harder every time I want to drop off. Do the opposite
of whatever got me trapped under my own laziness in the
Beat my weaknesses.