Cath

my so called life
2001-04-28 00:30:39 (UTC)

Long time, no see

Hey
My e.mail is like filled up with those nag-mails, reminders
from my-diary.org. I changed the reminder interval to 10
days, it's no fun getting those e.mails all the time. I
guess it doesn't matter how often I write anyway, nobody
ever reads it :/

It's friday, 01:10. Lisa just left. I'm home alone, been
home alone since Monday. JEJ :) They don't get home till
Tuesday, so I still have some time on my own. This week has
not been exactly as I planned it, though. Last Friday I
felt really bad when I got home from school, and later that
night at Lucy's I felt really, really bad. Saturday I was
almost dying, so I stayed in bed all day. Got a sms from
Tom, saying he wanted me to come to his party. Obviously, I
couldn't go, but I don't know if I would have gone anyway..
Got one from Ben aswell, asking what I was doing. I
replied, but he didn't till 2 a.m. It woke me up and pissed
me off.
Wasn't too well Sunday either, but had to go to work. My
parents left Monday, and I went to school. In the evening
Lucy and Silvia visited. Got totally worse at school
Tuesday and stayed home Wednesday and Thursday ( missed
the math-test, lucky meeeee:))In the evening Wednesday I
realized I had not talked to a soul for over 24 hours. I
totally freaked, I was at the point of despair, totally
suicidal.. I phoned Lisa begging her to visit me. Luckily
she did, I've never felt so lonely my entire life! Lisa, my
saviour!
Thursday Lucy, Geri and Tiff were totally sweet, visiting
me after school, bringing food, strawberries and ice-tea.
Lucy and Tiff didn't go home til 11 p.m., they stayed for
dinner and all :)
Today I went back to school, everyone was sweet, saying
they'd missed me, even though I'd only been gone two days.
That was nice, but the rest of the day was just ok. After
school Lucy, Tiff, Silvia and I went to the mall. Bought a
mascara that cost almost $30. I've always bought much
cheaper ones, I hope this one is good.

Monday I'm having a party, a vorspiel, I hope it doesn't
get out of hand.. I look forward to it, though :)I can stay
out all night, PARTEY PARTEY ;D

Good night :)




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