angryanymore

angryanymore
2002-02-12 23:13:04 (UTC)

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just got back from olive branch... erika got her hair cut
and colored today... amy was really enthused about it... it
didn't hit me until i just got off the phone with my mom...
why can't sandra be enthused about anything?! ... tell
me... why is she always pissed... why is she too stressed
to sit down a fucking have a conversation... and why can't
i be like a normal person and not give a fuck?... "amy
wanted to know if you wanted to go with us to look at prom
dresses" ... "jesus neeley... i thought you were going to
order one offline..." "i am... but just
incase.." ... "neeley... i'm tired.. shuttup." ... -btw-
i'm getting angry and defeated at this point... yes this
early on in the convorsation- "bye." "bye." ...
...
i told chip i felt smothered... but i don't know if he
understands what that means.... .... ....
...i think this is going to be the first time in 3 years...
that i don't get a vday present... heh... i don't care. i
really don't... i just wish my mom would fucking give a
damn about something other than how stressful her life
is. ... and about what exactly she has to do to fix it...

... ok... i know i'm pissed right now... so... be
patient... and maybe i'll have something grandiose to say
later...

neeley.