sweetaddiction

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2002-02-12 19:45:00 (UTC)

drinking lipstick, tipping bookshelves...

i vented a whole lot during lunch. a whole whole whole lot.
and thats why we sat there for long. about everything. abut
my childhood. and about right now. about before. and about
the way i know its going to be in the future. so much. and
she sat there and laughed and said she understood. and i
know that she does. but i also know that nothing will come
of it. just because, nothing ever has before.

"do something, why dont you fucking do something"

shes so beautiful. and i love her so much. and i wish that
there was something i could do or something i could say and
nothing seems to make any sort of fucking difference. but
im not going to stop. im going to keep telling her how
great she is and how great things could be and how much i
love her. even if she doesnt listen. because maybe someday
she will. and maybe someday shell realize that im right.
shes amazing. shes an amazing person, and an amazing
mother. i just wish that she could see all of this.




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