sweetaddiction

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2002-02-12 17:20:52 (UTC)

aaagggggghhhhhhhhhhh..

aaagggggghhhhhhhhhhh
frustration and aggrivation.
i have to do this i have to do this i have to do so fucking
much


AGH


my mom is really pissing me the fuck off right now
NO ONE FUCKING HAS ANY FAITH IN ME

FUCK ALL OF YOU.
ALL OF YOU.
I FUCKING HATE THIS SHIT

IT DOESNT MATTER HOW FUCKING GOOD I DO EVER NO ONE FUCKING
NOTICES OR FUCKING CARES AND ITS ALWAYS WELL YOURE FUCKING
UP ASHLEY YOURE FUCKING UP AGAIN ARENT YOU NO NO ACTUALLY
IM FUCKING NOT IM DOING FUCKING GOOD AND I HAVE EVERYTHING
FUCKING SITUATED BUT IF YOU FUCKING KEEP PUSHING THIS SHIT
ON ME YOU KNOW IM NOT GOING TO FUCKING DO ANYTHING NO NO IM
FUCKING NOT BECAUSE WHY THE FUCKING AM I ANYWAY IF IT
DOESNT FUCKING MATTER

I WILL ALWAYS FORFUCKINGEVER ME A PRETEEN ALCOHOLIC DRUG
USER WHO DOESNT CARE ABOUT SCHOOL OR HER FUTURE IN YOUR
EYES
SO WHY AM I EVEN TRYING