HiDDeN JeWeL

Life as I know it, or atleast how I thin
2002-02-12 02:57:28 (UTC)

Don't hate me

Today, just did not go well for me. I'm so sick of Kira's
shit, its getting on my nerves and I really really dont
want to put up with it anymore, you kno? I'm extremely
pissed off with this shit she's giving Ash and Ty. Ash
doesn't deserve it .. Just because Kira is unhappy with her
life doesn't mean that she has to try to make others
unhappy. I just I wish everyone could get along again.
Things would be so much better if it was Shannon, Julia,
Kira and Courtnee again, but its not and it never will be.
I think I'm better off this way. The more distance I put
between me and Julia & Kira the less trouble I'm bound to
get in. Because thats all they do, get in trouble.
On another note Ashli, yes I'll warn you not to read my
entries at school when I'm in a heart-felt mood, ok?
Whatever we do Friday we'll have fun, I'm a fun person :)
And I swear, we have to look for cemetaries lol! Check
your contacts before we go driving around tho lol I dont
want to die! I would say ok Ashli, I'm taking you out with
Travis and his friends .. or Marty and his friends and I'm
going to corrupt you. With anyone else, I might do that,
heh but .. it wouldn't be right. And hey I'm sure it would
be a riot .. but thats so not you, right? Unless you're
changing on me and you want to go all out crazy .. I guess
those Mexico plans aren't gonna work. Hey, dont forget to
tell me what Ty needed to talk to you about .. b/c thats
really pissing me off too!
New topic, I told Julia about Travis. Yea I have no
fucking clue what she thinks .. lol it felt so great to see
that look of utter shock on her face when she read that
note. I almost burst out laughing. It felt so good :D I'm
evil.
Ok .. I really really miss Trav. I want to see him so
badly lol, just *talk* to him. God .. I'm praying to you,
just give me a chance. (how often do I pray? c'mon now..)




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