Over the weekend...
Yesterday (sunday) I drove my grandma to Greensboro to see
her sister (her sister is in the hospital- she had a minor
stroke). I don't know why, but afterwards I was in a
perfectly sour mood.
I just felt really depressed and grouchy and anti-human.
Travis (as always) caught all my grief in a downpour of
tears. I feel like I can't control my life. It's like
it's been torn away from me.
I can't control myself. I can't control my emotions. I'm
spinning out of control and nothing I can do or tell myself
The only thing keeping me from hurting myself right about
now is Travis.
I found a really great comic called Nowhere Girl... It's
online at www.nowheregirl.com It really expresses a lot of
how I feel. I love it when she said (uh oh normal people)
which is what I always think whenever I see someone other
than Travis and myself.
He and I probably look like the most dorky, off balance,
psychotic couple of all time to "normal" people. But
that's alright. I don't care. All I know is that I'm
happy with him and we make sense to each other.
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