snowy82

Snowy's Saga
2002-02-11 08:11:36 (UTC)

Simon

I don't know what it is about him that aggravates me so
much. Like things were so much simpler when we were at
home because I never worried about what would happen. He's
just changed so much and I dont know where to start. When
he's online, he doesnt say Hi to me right away like he used
to. He doesn't tell me he misses me or that he wishes he
could be here with me.
But you kno what? I don't need him!!!! I'm such a pretty
girl and if I didn't try, I would get alot of guys. My
problem is that I think that I NEED a guy to be happy. I
know that that's not true, and I should act on it more.
Instead of stressing out about whether or not Simon will
write me, i should be concentrating on other things. I
think my problem is that I'm always on this goddam
computer. I should limit my computer use to like necessary
hours. I should try to do more productive things, like
working out or working on carolyns scrapbook. I bet as
soon as I start to become busier, he'll want to talk to me
more. And if he doesnt, then i'll just wait until the
summer. I should take Toms advice and do things that I
never usually do. And I should be strong when it comes to
guys. If they don't like me, then TOOOOOOOOOOO BAD. There
are plenty of guys who do like me. I just have to put my
energy into something other than guys...I know it's going
to be difficult for me, but that's what I have to do.
Well, I think im gonna go to bed now. I'll keep you
informed

xoxox
Nicole




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