Storm

The Eye of the Storm
2002-02-09 18:18:06 (UTC)

If the world stopped...

If the world stopped at this very moment, there would be
alot to think about. I have a friend, well, benificial
friend thing going on with this guy aubrey. but all my
friends are telling me to be with chris. Chris does not
like me that way, well, that which i know of... we are just
good friends or something. ya whatever. thats y i was at
hte movies with him a few weekends ago. dont mention the
dance after that, and the val day dance tonight. see cause
aubrey, hes in catalina. im supposed to go visit him on
sunday and monday. i cant. mother oh so dearest will not
let me. now see, she will let me goto a dance with chris,
but not hang out with aubrey. and if chris is trying to win
me over, what do u expect is going to happen. now see, hes
not the only one thats been trying to win me over. tony,
yes tony, has been attempting such a feat as well. but he
even said that a relationship between us wouldnt work out,
i know it, he knows it. now jeff. yes jeff has returned
back into my world. when i said "ya i pretty much have a bf
right now, well not really but almost" he replied
with "ahh, i see how it is." also saying other things which
i wont mention in this update, its not that important. now
see, last night, i kept having flash shots of aubrey with
some chick. i have always trusted my flashes, its like a
sattelite picture sent straight to me. lets just say, i
didnt like what i saw. thats y im going w/ chris to the
dance tonight. hopefully he didnt kill himself on that
stupid snowboard. i hope not. i wont see anyone till
tommorow at ice skating. thats IF i can find a ride.
hopefully tracy will take me. that will be fun i think. i
hope hope hope that francisco will bring aubrey so i can
see him. but otherwise, im just there to burn everyone.
speed skater extraordinare. that would be me. yup. i barely
fall and not only do i speed skate, i also can turn almost
on a dime, i dont usually run into little kids or anyone,
unless they suddenly cut in front of me. well now see, tony
wants me to go with him to mountasia (its this place near
me, go cart racing, rollerbladeing, mini golf... and so on
and so on... ) on thursday. but seriously, i have no idea
what im going to do. i want to be with someone this week.
but who. chris, aubrey?? sheldon and nikki are prolly gonna
end up together. BUT I WANT TO KNOW ABOUT ME! WHERE WILL I
BE VALENTINES DAY?? Will i be sitting around watching
stupid blondes walk by with a dozen roses.. and me sitting
there with perhaps a card. maybe. if im lucky. well now im
gonna go sit in a corner and hope that my flash pix of
aubrey werent true, hope that i dont have to pick one or
the other, and hope to whoever the hell is up there that
either or doesnt kill me like the last asshole.


Storm




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