Pandora

Shit

8 Feb 2002
11:00 p.m.

My day's been pretty shitty, as far as days go. I'm
pretty frustrated. I've thought about him all day, now (how
fucked up is that?) and I'm about to be upstaged. That's
okay, though. I have too much on my plate to jump out of my
window. I'm trying not to pretend I'm upset. It'll be
J's B-day in an hour and he's not here. Wherever he
is, I hope he's happy. I'm really struggling to find ways
to forget that I'm not happy. It'd be good to go home for a
bit. Or get laid. Whatever.