princesslady182

my life (as told by me)
2002-02-06 20:58:59 (UTC)

mixed feelings.....

ok it's the somethingth. lmao...well it says that it's the
6th, so i'll believe that. but anyways, i've been having
some troubles since last night. sitting here online, i was
reading through random profiles. and this one especially
hit me. the first part of his profile made so much sense to
me. it said something about not holding back feelings. and
i'm like omg that is so what's on my mind about him. and
then, to my dismay, i scrolled down a little more. and when
i read the end of his profile, i broke down crying....i had
no clue that he liked her, and when i read that, i was like
omg no. and that was just the end of me. i was in pieces
for the rest of the night. kinda sucks...but i still get to
hang out with him, and who knows! maybe i can change his
mind...he means too much to me to let that happen. but i'm
a little better today, since i faced hard reality....off of
that....i wish mike would stop writin those depressing
entries. he scares me more every time i read them, and it's
like WHAT THE HELL!?!? and i just wanna go up to him and
knock some sense into him. how...well now that's my
secret. ;) lol. but i think i could get him to realize that
what he's sayin about himself isnt true. and it just really
bugs me. sooooo maybe i'll have another talk with
him....anyways, tomorrow we've got a half day and i think
i'm gonna go snowmobiling with brian...and i think my mom
is gonna let me. YES! i kinda casually mentioned it and
she's started laughing. that'll be awesome if she lets me.
and hm, what else is on my mind. oh i think i passed a math
quiz today. i really hope i did. but today was overall a
hilarious day between hoole and romano. their classes were
just funny as hell today. never seen somethin that nuts.
anyways, i should go cuz i dont have much more to
say...only....dont fall in love with someone unless that
person is really worth your time. and one more.....giving
credit to britt here...dont be afraid to be the real you.
you never know who will fall in love with it!




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