jenabean

Wacky wacky Jena!

I don't know if I am going to survive this trial without
killing someone or without spending every day with a box of
kleenex. I can't believe how emotional I am. I am reading
into everything. I take everything to heart and I know
it's things that never use to bother me. I don't know how
people go through this once and decide to do it again.
It's a mystery to me. I feel so overwhelmed and on top of
it I feel so unsure of my support. I know I'm babbling and
complaining all too much, I just can't believe how
different my thinking is now! It's scary! I just wish I
could maintain better. I have such female thinking now!
Will anyone who goes through this with me be able to love
me afterwards? I may make some enemies.....my attitude
sucks. Can anyone out there
understand?????????????????????????????????????????/