jane_doe

a little piece of me
2002-02-05 21:21:20 (UTC)

strange day

today has been rather unusual. technically speaking, i
didn't have any classes today. got up and out for my 8:00
lab only to find out the teacher has the flu, so it was
cancelled. pissed me off, cause i didn't have class until
12:30, so came back here. then, went to design. turns out
he gave us an extra day, and since i finished mine last
night, he let me leave. so i didn't have that either.
instead, i went to metals and worked on my box for a couple
hours. so at least today wasn't a total waste. however,
found out i do have to take that damn bio assessment test
afterall, so tomorrow while 98% of the campus is off, i'll
be taking a test. at least it's not until 1:30, so i don't
have to get my sorry ass out of bed for a while. i'll
probably go work on my metals stuff more tomorrow. jessie
and elizabeth and i are supposed to get together to talk
about spring break. i really don't want to go with them
anymore. first, elizabeth and i don't really get along
like we used to. things feel so forced with us. second,
those two are better friends than me and jessie, which
means they'll end up teaming up and deciding what we do and
where we go. i mean, we already know we're going to
louisiana and florida, but other than that, we don't know
what we're doing. third, they both have a lot more money
than i do, so i won't get to do as much. not that i mind,
but i don't want them to feel guilty or try to pay for shit
for me. jessie is the type to do that.

well, i'm feeling like crap. this insomnia thing is a
royal pain in the ass. it always feels like i'm sleeping
but awake at the same time. makes no sense, but that's how
it goes. i need to throw down about half a bottle of
vodka. that might make me sleep :) well, that's all.

jane_doe