babygirl

i'm still here

i've been neglecting my diary lately. One been busy with
the kids. There just doesn't seem like there is enough
hours in the day sometimes. It will just get worse when i
go to school and start "real" work as i've been told.

We were suppose to have mediation on Friday...but he didn't
show up. He called an left a message on my voice mail that
he didn't have the money for it or a way to get there. How
long had he known about it. I had to get money from my
parents.

We have court tomorrow...that should be interesting. i
think the judge is going to rip him a new one. Cause it was
court ordered mediation. He hasn't gotten a job. Just wish
he would move already.

I have to push school back another month. which is ok.
right now i'm not sure what the hell i want to do. Somedays
i just want to say fuck it and go to college. Not that i
can't go after i'm done with beauty school...but i don't
know. I'm nervous about it...will i do ok. How will the
kids deal with me being gone during the day?

i know i think to much. AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Honeybee how are you doing? how was the move? send me an
email when you see me on sometime so i can message you.

talk to you later

babygirl