*Calchica*

~Life's little thoughts~
2002-02-05 03:21:46 (UTC)

life in the movies

It's my first day here and I'm sort of letting things roll
out. Most of my friends have online diaries...not on here
but they say its a really cool thing. Anyways, I was
sitting at school today and I was thinking...Does everyone
live like life in the movies and just a few get left out of
the greatness? This statement is not to say that I don't
feel lucky for the life that I have because I do...It just
seems like some people never have really bad or heavy
things to think about in their lives. Even if they do they
make it seem like its not a big deal and go on about their
lives. When one something happens that isn't great in my
life, I tend to freak out a little and make the rest of my
life not so great...am I the only one out there? I
sometimes feel as if some people never have it rough. My
heart knows the right answer to my question but I would
feel better knowing that life is never like the movies if
it truely isn't.
I dont really know what to say...ITS MONDAY!!!! Monday
should be the worst day of the week but it hasn't been that
bad. I had a decent conversation with one of my good
friends (and former obsession) Zach today. He's like a
movie man...hes got straight A's in all Advanced Placement,
hes cute, sweet, athletic and hes going to a top 10 college
plus hes dating his dream girl! We don't see much of each
other because we go to a massive school and when I see him
he's with the girl who broke his heart last year and yet
they are back together this year. You know the girl... you
want to hate her because you're jealous of how "in love"
they are and how beautiful she is but you can't hate her
because everyone knows shes one of the sweetest people
known to man. So we talked today...he wasnt with her so we
got in a few words and a hug. I miss the friendship we had
before she came back into the picture...we used to spend so
much time together and now its weird. I try to act like it
doesnt bother me because he is so happy now but I miss the
old Zach!
Well, tomorrow is another day...HOPE ITS A GOOD ONE!!!
XOXO
*CAL*




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