the_buffster

Visiting Reality

Julia and I went to see Brotherhood of the Wolf today. I
highly recommend it to people who like to watch beautiful,
beautiful films. Besides the fact that it is so very
French... Anyway, after we saw the movie we went to Baskin-
Robbins. And, of course, Dave was working. That boy is
going to think I'm stalking him. It's not even funny, I
mean, it's just that my friends who I drive around like ice
cream and that's the place to go. We all know that I'm not
over him, but I don't go there by myself. When we were at
the movie, there was a sex scene which COMPLETELY reminded
me of doing Dave. The chick was on top and making faces and
I was like, "Damn, I miss sex. Damn, I miss Dave..." But
NO! I don't miss Dave I miss sex with Dave. If I could get
a new man who I could have sex with, I would be over Dave
like yesterday's milk. It's kind of a problem that the only
boys I like now have girlfriends or are so out of my league
that they might as well (ie: Jack, Evan, & Craig). But, I
have liked Evan for a while even when he didn't have a
girlfriend. And he is going to smoke me out when Youth
Educators is over, so he obviously doesn't think I'm a
total loser.

I guess that's all for now...