angryanymore

angryanymore
2002-02-04 01:33:51 (UTC)

revelling/reckoning

"you were smoking me weren't you... between your yellowed
fingers... you just inhaled and exhaled without saying a
word... where was you conscience... where was your
conciousness? and what did you do with all those letters
that you wrote to yourself... but could not address?"

-a.d.

*sighs and leans back*

*sips on her hot chocolate with a shot of hazlenut*

well... i'm wandering around in this psychological
circle... and i'm feeling ok...

am i the only person in america not watching the superbowl?
naa... couldn't be... lol...

i'm in a really mellow mood... listening to ani...
("marrow") and just chilling... nothing exciting is going
on.. mom's at the restaraunt... dad just left for ohio or
oregon or something like that... i don't know... jordan's
in the shower... and i'm sitting at the computer... ...
oy...

... today i put on last years prom dress and pinned my hair
back... it was nice... the baby pink chiffon ... looking
completely beautiful as always... but the person in the
dress... didn't look like the girl in last years prom
picture... ... but it was me... ... ... or was it?
... needless to say, after i slid off the insanely formal
dress... i put back on my silvertab jeans and my righteous
babe t shirt... and let my hair back down... teehee... much
better... ... but i realize now... it is time to go
shopping... ... and for prom this year... (even though i'm
completely unenthused)... maybe i'll get a white
dress... ... just for kicks... and maybe for.. personal
reasons...

mannnn... i don't want to go to school tomorrow... but... i
suppose i don't have a choice... i wish it was a short
day... sadly i have to sit it out until 3... man... did i
tell you what happened the other day? ... i somehow got so
flustered that i went to my 7th period class... 6th
period... ... i can laugh about it now... but it's really
not funny... i told mr. sanders my excuse... and he said
that used so many wonderful adjectives in my story... that
he couldn't help but let me slide on the tardy... .. so
that's positive...

i haven't talked to gabe in forever... i hear he's dating a
girl named tina ... ...

kolby and mandy broke up, or so i heard...

i think wyatt and emma got back together...

and erika doesn't like steve...

and i am dying to hear from my beautiful dear soothsayer...
who has no idea about anything that i can't tell you for
fear of him reading it... hope that made sense... ... but
to add to the "make sense" comment... ........ if i tried
to clear it up... it would only add to the confusion of
your absolutely fabulous minds... ...


and to you all you people in tv land...

this is neeley kristen signing off.