angryanymore

starving for an argument

well... this weekend has been odd, good, and bad.

... i saw isa and amanda this weekend... we got to hang out
like old times. it was refreshing and i thoroughly enjoyed
it.

chip ... *sigh* .. i don't know... i don't think he's ever
going to truly understand me or where i'm coming from... or
vice versa. i can talk about art and culture and the
importance of higher levels all i want... but will it sink
in? ... and why am i the one that he has to love so
much... ... that he notices my habits are becoming a
problem... i don't get it.

i told l. boughton... the hippest teacher ever... that i
wanted to leave this town with my middle finger sticking
out the window... ... she said non conformity is good...
but i might have to miss it... i might not have a
say... ... ... and this may seem shallow.. but i was really
happy that she told me i had a fire inside of me. ... ...
maybe it's really there... since someone's noticed... or
maybe it's not... since the someone who noticed was a
teacher. ... i don't know.

... erika and i are supposed to go to the bistro to study
tomorrow... i hope so... i miss it. maybe i'll see kevin or
ali...

somethings in my eye.

... i hope ike emails me soon... i adore him. ---
shuttup... it's not like that...

i mean it... shuttup

neeley.