Midnight Rider'z 02 krazy

fate
2002-02-03 11:30:34 (UTC)

fuc k my life!!!

it's fucking six o eight!! i sorta partyed last
night...sat...it's morning so u know...i'm insane...i knwo
i am.....i didn't go home fri night...my key's were in
jason's car...so i had no way home...i went home at 830pm
sat to shower..i walk to see my mom and she started
bitching at me....telling me i'm a failure...calling me a
liar...she told me i was grounded...ahhh...i couldn't take
it...i started to put my shoe's on...she said never to talk
to her and get out...i couldn't fucking move or talk...then
i just watch my self walk out...i walked out on my
life...my car club...my mom...everything...when i tryed
suicide i had a list y not to...girlz were one of
them...certain girl's...i wasn't really a playa...for a
while..i've treated girlz like god's...then i get fucked
over.....there's this huge thing with jordan and
katie.....i started to like jordan alot..i know she'll read
this and just think i'm lying....i was never lying...i
loved katie...which is not new...i told jordan and katie
that i loved them and i wouldn't cheat and i wanted a
serious relationship...i figured whoever decided they
wanted to go out would be the one who cared more then the
other...they talked to each other...katie bitched at me and
jordan did to...the next girl that bitch's at me i swear
i'm just gonna wish that she would die...i was never
playing a game...wish one of the two would of saw
that...now that i'm kicked out of my house..i might be
movin...i going to live with my dad..i don't know if i'm
still gonna chill on GI...i had good memorie's but
owell...i say fuck it...new place..new life..i think,,,but
there is only one person i'm really gonna miss...the only
way to find out is im me and ask me...i'm not in the mood
to type bout me...so i'm gonna go......i'm insane....i want
to get shot...maybe in the head!but fuck it.....haha i'm
gonna be a playa....it's my life and choice!!!

song-crazy town...player's
mood-pissed...then realizing!
goal-get a job and prove to my mom...i'm not a failure!




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