princesslady182

my life (as told by me)
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2002-02-02 14:04:01 (UTC)

here we go again....

it's feb. 2nd...and i'm sick and tired of everything. right
now is just one of those moments that i wanna be left
alone...either that or move and start over...i've caused too many
heartbreaks in the past few hours. every time i open my mouth,
something bad happens. it's like a curse of mine. maybe josh was
right. maybe i am bad luck....but i dunno. it just seems that i cant
do anything right when it comes to guys. i seem to either hurt the
guy or one of my friends. i find myself concluding that
something has to be done...the next guy i date is gonna be
someone that i know i cant hurt, and someone that if i date
him, one of my friends wont be hurt in the process. so, now
sitting here after last night...it's kinda mind boggling i
guess. and well sometimes, i just wonder. i believe that a
lot of guys are full of shit. those words that come out of
their mouths...such as i love you, i dont ever want to hurt
you...shit like that....i just dont know if it's worth
believing. cuz half the time it's lies. that's all i've
ever dealt with. and that's the most heart breaking thing. why
does it always have to happen to me. i guess that's part of
the reason i'm so scared to get involved ever again.....but
this has nothing to do with anything. i mean, i just ruined
a guy's dreams.....that was just downright wrong of me to
do. i wasnt thinking when i opened my mouth. i'm hardly
ever thinking when i open my mouth. and i always end up
getting myself into trouble. but now, i'm feelin a little
better...sittin in bed with my neighbor's dog kinda helped.
she's so cool and just being with a dog makes you feel
better, cuz you know they'll love you no matter what you do.
and now, i'm gonna leave you with something that
helped me feel better. and maybe it'll make some other
people feel better when things just go bad.....

"The Middle

Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out or
looked down on.
Just try your best, try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're
away.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle,
it'll up the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright.
Hey, you know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in.
Live right now.
Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle
of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle
of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright.
Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out or
looked down on.
Just do your best, do everything you can.
And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle
of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle
of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright."
~jimmy eat world


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