duckie

THe DuCk wOrLd
2002-02-01 13:37:18 (UTC)

Sux lOh...

wah seh.. today is a realli damn sucky day leh.. 1st and
foremost.. i kena!!!! luckily i went toilet in time!!!! so
idiotic leh.. den i have stomach cramps and all that..
grrr.. and also.. my legs are acheing and cramping frm
yesterdae's running..and now that stupid sucker modem
suddenly dc me!! i mean.. wtf!!! i really bTH liAoz.. so
SUCKY~!!! realli feel like scolding out the F word.. ok.. i
have oredi said it... and i am still damn pissed off..
furthermore.. my $7 kena stolen!! wah kaoz eh.. who wans to
steal $7 one?!?!?!?! SO IDIOTic!! wAh kAoz.. i very pek
chek liao leh.. hai me have to borrow $5 frm sokgek..
furthermore.. the $10 is daddy today gave me one leh.. wah
laoz eh.. i realli feel like boxing someone elSe.. and that
stupid library duty arr.. i was suppose to do counter one
leh!! and that stupid library bitch.. zhi zhen. she says
that wad 4 pple alot liao.. den ask us go do shelving! wah
piang. i do 2 times shelving liao leh! den make me miss my
chance of seeing weiquan.. wah kaoz ehhh... SO
SUCKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh yah.. i now den discovered rite.. that rock climbing guy
very yandao leh!! i saw him today a lot of times.. haha..
he was wearing a red berms.. yeah.. he is so handsome... so
cute looking.. haha.. den yesterdae i was just beside him
queueing up in the bk shop leh... den i also tink weiquan
knows that i bio him liao.. x( kaiting gave me a duckie
postcard today.. so nice of her.. =) and she got only 7
marks for her econs test leh.. which means i die liao loh..
i tink i confirm lower than thaat.. cos wad i wrote was
RUBBISH!!!!!! grrrr...wah seh.. haha.. daddy gave me $9
more.. but i still feel very bad.. x( ... oh yah.. i realli
realli hate han wei leh.. not that i wanna sae loh..
grrr... x(

saw sijia and maggie today!! hahaha.. so happie.. den they
join volleyball leh!! i can't believe it!! but i tink itz
good for maggie loh.. hehe.. she needs more sun.. Yah..
yunxi also got join.. but... who cares abt her?!? aniway..
maggie and jia told me i look nicer with my short hair.. i
still dun get it.. why does guys and gals opinions are so
different?!? guys find my hairdo sux.. gals find it better
than my long hair.. mabbe wad haoxiang said is correct
loh.. guys need more time to adjust to the change..
budden.. x( ... and why do guys only look at the outer
appearance of other people leh?!? actually.. aye.. i realli
want the guys to sae itz nice one loh.. only 3 say so lah..
saywei.. louis and bingde.. haha.. so nice of them.. argh..
which reminds me.. saywei is going to see jay's concert!!!!
so jealous!!! x( aniway.. aye.. tml loky they all going to
buy cny clothes.. I ALSO WANNA GO!!! budden i got st
john'ss old clothes collection.. yeah.. me same grp as peng
xiang and sok gek.. haha.. lucky my grp dun have AnQi
arr... or else i realli slap her until she cry sia.. wah
seh.. today rite.. she RAPE dijun leh!! itz like.. she
unbutton his buttons loh.. and of cus rite.. cynthia was
DAMN angry loh.. and dijun jus bo chap her loh! and she
cried leh.. i was like.. so guo fen!! grrr.. and that anqi
was realli sux loh.. nutting to do go unbutton his
buttons.. so er xin!! x(

Aye.. i shldn't have gone back to St John today man.. itz
so damn sianz!! cos' rite.. i was suppose to go out
shopping with cheryl.. carlene and cuixian.. ehhh.. all C
one.. and itz like... i dun realli feel like going with
them loh.. aye.. dun ask me why.. i dun feel comfortable
with carlene.. budden.. if i dun go rite.. i will be very
distant away frm them.. cos itz like.. they will bcome a
cliche leh.. den i bcome a wondering soul.. den itz like..
joyce.. angelyn and jane and alex rite.. they wanna go out
laso loh.. and itz like.. i prefer their company than
carlene's they all the ocmpany loh.. cos itz like.. more
funni.. aiyah.. though itz more xciting loh.. i like
cuixian and cheryl.. carlene is jus so so loh.. aniway itz
like rite.. i was debating wanna go back to st john or go
out with them loh.. and i definitely made the wrong choice
man.. but den my legs also very tired.. very achey.. den
stomach cramp. go shopping also vv cham.. which reminds me
that i have old clothes collection tml... very sianz hor!?
but i tink it shld be quite fun lah~ so looking forward to
it.. but i wanna go chinese new yr shopping with weishan
they all leh.. seems fun..

realli leh.. i wanna be pretty.. budden.. dunno leh.. a lot
of pressure loh.. mabbe i jus be wad i am.. be wad i want..
dun care abt others.. but itz rather difficult loh.. itz
like.. pple succumb to peer pressure rite.. if u wanna be
an indivdualistic rite.. itz very very hard loh.. aye.. i
wants to be accepted.. i want guys to like me.. i feel very
strange and lost in TJC.. i can't adapt to it loh.. itz
like everything is so different in JC than in secondary
sch.. i dun feel this kind of change when i came frm P6 to
Sec1 loh.. Yeah.. i knew that i lack self confidence..
aiyah.. dunno lah.. my self esteem is also vv low one.. i
wanna make frenz.. i am lucky to have some very good frenz
loh.. though we haven't been keeping in contacts for a vv
long time loh.. 38 gang~ i hope we realli be together loh..
dun be separated.. huijun.. louis.. xueling.. haoxiang..
saywei.. grace.. and St John pple! itz the st john pple and
xueling who actually encouraged me to cut my hair one loh..
everyone jus tell me not to cut loh... cos it will turn out
ugly or wadsoever.. budden.. the SJ pple.. jus support me
and ask me to cut.. if itz vv ugly.. can grow back one
loh.. nice loh.. haha.. actually.. i also find that junwei
is also a very very very nice senior to me loh.. aye.. i
found that i haven't tok on the fone for a vv long time
liao.. quite miss it.. i want to be someone.. who tinks
that i look beautiful this way.. dun care wad others sae..
aye.. but vv difficult loh.. In JC rite.. hard to make vv
close frenz.. heard that we have angel and mortal thingie
with senior class.. aye.. i also nonoe.. hope i kena
someone nice loh.. someone vv nice to tok to .. who will
reply my letters and such...

i find that i am vv crappy today.. but dunno leh.. aye.. i
wanan go shopping.. i wanna go play pool.. today is
hanlun's bdae.. Happie bdae to hanlun~ aye.. sad sia...
dunno leh.. TJC seems so stress.. olevels results out in
28th Feburary.. half of me was hoping to have bad results
and go TPJC.. budden.. i have to adjust to the new
environment again.. which i find it very hard to.. and half
of me wish to stay in TJ.. cos rite.. i quite like my CG
people loh.. and den.. spend so much $$$$ on TJC liao.. and
i wanna join VOLLEYBALL!! i dun care loh.. volleyball ROX!
haha.. and no.. i join vball not bcos of that weiquan ok..
itz for my own self interest.. which reminds me.. i have to
stay back on mondae to discuss for FAU thignie.. and i
realli wan to go and make bus pass.. sianz half liao..
mabbe i go make tomorrow.. hmmm.. sianz...




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