Jade

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2001-04-22 23:27:09 (UTC)

Wow I havent been around!!!!

4/22/01


I HAVEN'T BEEN I GUESS I FORGOT TO WRITE,,, WELL I HAVE
FORGOT ALOT OF THINGS LATELY....

OR MORE LIKE IT EVERYONE HAS BEEN FORGETTING ABOUT ME..

I GUESS THERE WILL NEVER BE SOMEONE IN THIS WHOLE WORLD WHO
COULD LOVE ME.......I'M JUST ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO ISNT
ONE OF THE LUCKY PEOPLE WHO GETS SOMEONE TO LOVE THEM.

IT HURTS TO KNOW THERE ISNT GOING TO BE SOMEONE ONE THERE
AT NIGHT TO SAY I LOVE YOU AND LAY NEXT TO AND FEEL SAFE.
IAM ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO JUST GETS PLAYED FOR A FOOL..

I'M YOUNG YET MAYBE IN TIME THE PAIN WILL LEAVE UP, I JUST
WANT TO FIND A PLACE TO ROLL UP INTO A BALL AND CRY UNTIL I
CANT CRY ANYMORE.

I DONT HAVE A PLACE TO GO TO I HAVE 5 OTHER PEOPLE UP MY
ASS ALL DAY LONG ASKING ME WHERE I'M GOING,.I HATE THAT I
CANT EVEN GO TO MY ROOM AND CRY WITH OUT IT BEING OK WITH
EVERYONE ELSE. I HAVE BROTHER AND SISTER THAT COME AND GO
AS THEY PLEASE BUT I CANT MAKE A DAMN MOVE WITH OUT ANYONE
SAYING A WORD... IAM LIKE A JOKE TO THESE PEOPLE IAM SICK
OF IT IAM SICK OF BEING THERE BUTT OF THERE JOKE.

DONT THEY THINK I HAVE FEELINGS? WELL NEWS FLASH I DO!!!
I MIGHT NOT BE PERFECT AND PRETTY BUT THERE IS NO REASON TO
TREAT ME LIKE IAM NOTHING ...... I'M ME AND THAT IS THAT.
SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE ENDING IT ALL BUT I THINK IT WILL
MAKE THEM TO HAPPY AND PISS THEM OFF CAUSE THEY DONT HAVE
SOMEONE TO DO ALL THERE THINGS FOR THEM!
I COUPLE YEARS AGO I MADE A WILL KIND OF SUCKS FOR SOMEONE
WHO ISNT EVEN CLOSE TO HER 30'S BUT I SAID ALL I WANTED
MAYBE ITS TIME TO REDO THAT WILL!


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