sometimes i wonder how i am as a sister. and how my sister
sees me. i feel like such a mean ass sometimes. i always
act like such a bitch. i just get angry to see her harming
herself and ruining her life. it sucks. to see your once
little innocent sister doing all the things you'd hope she
never would. i guess its a reality i have to face. well for
now ill take it as it comes but hopefully its not too bumpy
of a ride.