the one who got away

lost somewhere inside of me
2002-01-31 03:32:36 (UTC)

a helpless life ends

i have never in a million years felt so horrible
i have to take jack --my puppy --to the pound
dad and i are going to take pictures and see if someone
wants him but there is nothing we can do....cause we
couldnt give him away as a puppy for one reason and one
reason only he only has 3 legs and is ''more trouble than
he is worth''
he can barely walk with out nose diving into the ground and
i feel so bad
i nursed him back to health when he was dieing and now i
basically have to put him back to death ...i know thats
exactly what will happen they wont try and find him a home
he will sit there and cry and whine and after the length of
time they will put him to sleep
holding back tears is not even an option.......ok well i am
gonna have to go
i cant see anything.......ill be back
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..................................................sniff