Reality Bites
2002-01-31 03:11:47 (UTC)

All I Want Is You

Today has been like coupledom day or something, cause
literally every single one of my girl friends that I've
talked to today have told me about this amazingly romantic
plan, or something super sweet that their boyfriends have
done for's great it really is because it gives me
like something to look forward to I guess. And also re-
assurance that there are still guys out there like
that...but at the same time...Gosh! Can I just have that
now?! lol.

Tim told me that Dan is always talking about me, and asking
why he can't find a girl like me..grr, I really don't want
him to think of me that way. Here I am complaining about
how I have no one and this hot, smart, jock is interested
in me, and all I've been doing is literally turning him
down right and left..what is wrong with me?! I know exactly
what it is, and I so hate myself for it. It's Jesse. Like
that even had to be said right?

He...ok, how can I explain this. It meant more to me today
when Robby told me that Jesse was saying how he missed me
because I was sick today than when I found out that Tim
likes me, and also when Brian asked me out today (who I
formerly had a crush on and yea...i said no). I just don't
pick the right people to love do I?

Last night Jes told me he had to talk to me in person about first re-action was "What did I do?" and
he's like "No no! you didn't do anything, it's not bad at
all!, I just need to talk to that ok?" and I was
like "yea, sure!" so we'll see tomarrow....I'll look cute
just in gtg...

"You say you'll give me a highway with no one on it
Treasure just to look upon it
All the riches in the night

You say you'll give me eyes in a moon of blindness
A river in a time of dryness
A harbour in the tempest
But all the promises we make from the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you"-U2